| bubba |
[Oct. 15th, 2008|09:46 am] |
this is my best friend... she knows some tricks
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 2nd, 2008|07:01 pm] |
because we're all too broke to go out these days.....
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| AHHHHH |
[Apr. 23rd, 2008|11:46 am] |
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| | templars | ] |
what a fucking crazy feeling to see how shitty life used to be! damn i wasted so many years sulking in the valley wanting to punch everybody. fuck everything about that! life is so awesome and keeps getting better....... i gotta put this down so i never forget how much i have to be grateful for..... i'm on my way to higher ground no matter what road i choose its always uphill... not who i used to be, who everyone i used to know made me and named me... i'm a subculture kid doing my best living for cheap thrills, showing the world i matter, that im a big girl, a punk rocker... i'm happier and more excited than i've ever been!
my friends ARE my family and never before has that been more true. i really i think i've scored the most beautiful selfless people in the world. im never alone and never bored and i owe them everything for that. nico, haille, hector, jacquie, cass, erin, shawn, jon, casey and everyone - never felt this strong about it. if the train ever jumps tracks or someone stabs your back you know whose your fuckin friend til the end. we all need someone from time to time - i got yours and you got mine!!!
my wonderful amazing adam.. who is so beautifully simpleminded and fat.. ha ill never need reminding of how much i love him. so EASY to live with and love more and more everyday. so nuts how much i fall and break when i dont see him for a while, or when he's sick, or stressed. my boyfriend is the shit. i know he's gonna fuckin make it... with his talent and the person he is who everyone loves. already at 23 being invited to work at bob fuckin robert's shop!! and design the eric dressen VANS, and tattoo next to to horiyoshi at the japan convention.. GOD i cant describe how proud i am. almost two years ago we went through hell and back.. and have been up in the clouds ever since. through all that since we ever met, he's been my saving grace. LITERALLY. i cant believe everything my life had been up to the point when i met him. to think all that was meant to lead to this. i swear i'll never leave him.
School is so much fun and i'm so stoked that i can honestly say i enjoy it a LOT. i'm constantly creating and making art and being challenged. its awesome. learning so much and almost ready to start working with ym friends magazine or start my own! i reeeally wanna take it to japan where people still read everywhere they go... the internet hasnt taken over their zines and books yet. and the punk scene in tokyo is the shit. i think they would appreciate what i have to show.
we just got a fucking awesome HOUSE right behind spotlight tattoo on melrose and vine. a walk to ameoba, a bike ride to the bars.... pretty perfect. me, adam, and jacq - 3 bedrooms, one for an art studio... an amazing private front yard that looks like a forest and firepits inside and outside. now we can hopefully get a dog, and i can start gardening jasmine and shit. ahhh its everything i want..... gotta carry on, gotta keep moving, gotta get on...
This can't last forever.. raise a glass together! doesn't get much better, no better than this |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:22 pm] |
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| | hotbodies! get on that shit now | ] |
i'm a piece of shit.
in other words anyone looking for something to do right now, come see me at this show -
www.breweryartwalk.com or at work at teru tonight cause god knows i'll be bored there. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2006|10:24 am] |
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seriously i just wanna smoke pot all day today. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:02 pm] |
Future butterfly gonna spend the day higher than high
You’ll be beautiful confusion
Once I was you
I saw you caught between all the people out making the scene
And a bright ideal tomorrow
Don’t go too far
Stay who you are
Everybody knows
Everybody knows
Everybody knows
You only live a day
But it’s brilliant anyway
I saw you in a perfect place
It’s gonna happen soon but not today
So go to sleep and make the change
I’ll meet you here tomorrow
Independence day
Independence day
Independence day |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 26th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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if anyone can find me a still of that one shot in thank you for smoking of aaron eckhart lying half naked on benjamin franklin's lap covered in nicotine patches, i would really like to have that picture please. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|06:32 am] |
just like going home from the best trip of your life sucks, so does throwing yourself back into reality after a year without it. but you know you have to home after a certain point, right? even if you're not really sure why things couldn't have just stayed that way forever, it also doesn't make sense to fall in love just cause the sky one day turned from gray into blue. and you start to wonder if you've grown cold, or if the things you tried to leave behind in the past came chasing back, or if you really are your dad's daughter, or if you're just no good at playing that significant part in anyone's life. it should'nt hurt when you have control, when you're the one who did the deciding this time, but it does. and it does in such an awkward way that no matter how you look at it, from this angle or that, theres hint of mistake. and no matter how many nights you spend out, how many clubs you go to with however many other desperate girls, how drunk and stoned you get, you'll wake up and still be looking at it. and maybe everyone already knows this but i'm used to being the one who can't cope.
p.s. for refreshment i went to see the ashes and snow exhibit next to the pier and it is rad. go and learn about photography that isn't messed with on clever little computers.
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 24th, 2006|02:35 pm] |
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1. Thank the person that tagged you.
2. List 5 random/strange/weird things about you.
3. Tag 5 other people.
1. thanks a lot joshy
2. i've been singing carly simon all day at work
b. i draw a lot of fat people and angler fish
c. my plan after graduating lafilm is to move to japan for a year and help make crappy japanese movies not so crappy
d. i worship new york gangster movies ie goodfellas and a bronx tale
e. i want jeffrey from coupling. and someone give me the 3rd and 4th season please.
i tag jenitals geselle, x, bean gomez, jasmine, and big david |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|01:40 am] |
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my dad moved out, my brothers in rehab, and i'm just walking on the moon. |
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| if you have nothing to do on saturdays! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2005|02:19 pm] |
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| | t. rex "ride a white swan" | ] |
so the lenny bruce show i've been interning for is doing good. la weekly just put out an awesome review, the first two shows have sold out completely, and fucking ben stiller was at opening night!
what it is is a stand up starring jason fischer (whose rad btw) as the legendary, "sick" comic lenny bruce who was busted time and time again for things like saying the word "cocksucker" during a gig in san francisco. he was offensive as fuck, but had the balls to continue his assault on hypocrisy by saying how the words nigger, kike, queer, and spook were obscene. how a school teacher in ohio makes $30,000 a year and some fat singer in vegas makes $60,000 a week is obscene. how racism and the fact the imperial wizard of the KKK would rather marry a 450 pound white woman instead of a black woman who was fucking gorgeous is obscene but he was shut down and called sick and obscene for saying cocksucker. died of an overdose in '66 and this is your chance to relive the hero of free speech.
the shows are every saturday night at 10 at the coolest place in hollywood, the M bar. they started on the 22nd and go through to dec. 17th.
seriously, i've heard the show over 5 times now and we had a table reading again this morning and i still cracked up. and i'll be there this saturday so if anyone wants tickets let me know. 21 and over but, eh, you know.
http://www.uncabaret.com/LENNY.html
http://www.myspace.com/lennybruce1
i'm bored now. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 1st, 2005|07:27 pm] |
thank you sunset, cali central and josh boyd for this weekend's parties. i can always count on you to make my morning classes hard to focus in.
and since conors already said it all and made it so easy..( besides maybe this time is different ) |
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| mammoth is open nov. 10th |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
i just got really really really excited hah
it's such a good day for nothing but homework and coffee breaks. but if anyone wants to bring movies over i'd probably rather be distracted anyway. |
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| babble |
[Oct. 14th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| | mae - suspension | ] |
as probably one of the 5 republicans ever to walk on lavc campus, having a cinema teacher spend a 3rd of his weekly 4 hour lectures talking about iraq and then saying yesterday that "hitler would have made a great republican because they believe in all the same things" - direct quote - can be offending even to a complete and total politics hater like me. ahh the luxury of a ten year.
there's this guy in my class on thursday nights thats big, and smells, and asks stupid questions, but has these eager eyes (kind of reminds me of a nonautistic andrew bishop), that i've made so much fun of.. i saw him at the gym this morning sweating and working so hard on a treadmill and i kinda hated myself:(
anyway, elizabethtown is out tonight and 5 seems like a pretty unimportant number but i actually remembered this time so happy 5 month baby! it's been great and i know i've been pretty stressed and you're kind of torn with decisions right now but just know there's nothing i want more than to go through it all with you. you're my balance. you keep my dysfunction to a minimum, and i know that as long as i'm with you and i hear your jokes, theres no way i'll ever get laugh lines. and i hope you appreciate how grose i'm being online. |
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| i'm alive |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|03:34 pm] |
disappearing is fuckin pressure haha.
but yeah, i'm here, in LA in fact.
i spent all summer growing in doubt about moving away and 2 weeks in japan that pretty much clarified i wasn't ready. and everything is great.
the option to go to the academy is still there for at least spring or fall next year, i'm taking 12 units at valley in the meantime and my classes rule so much. so does christian, so do the last few weeks, and our camping trip up north, so does my (so called) job and the friends i've made there. even family life and being away from my dad and not having spoken to him in a month has been nothing but relieving. my mom moved all of us out about a month ago into the oakwood apartments off barham in unviversal city and it's sweet but temporary.
so, i have nothing left to cry about and should probably become social again.
my numbers changed, again only temporarily, and i lost a lot of yours so dig it 818 808 2700
i'm gonna buy a matching scarf, beanie, and glove set today. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|03:33 am] |
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| | jet lagged | ] |
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| | new death cab is good! | ] |
now what?
fuck, if i know. |
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| im in japan |
[Aug. 15th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
my brain has been like 324897378hhwdhhhgehwgfegwhfgefweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
wfuheufgwhgfehjwfghegwhfefgfgfgfgfgfggfgfgfeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
without you |
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